Shazzy's place on saturday was a blast...
For starters apple crumble baking time!


End product!

I know u want it!

Hello kitty!

Every time at shazzy place Big bird and ELmo will appear! lalalalala elmo's world=D

seeing double!

When Elmo meets Celine!

Girls night out to town 1st time im laying black eye liner on myself lawl. 1st time since 3yrs i've put on blusher after sec 2 syf performance double lawl.

1st stop: far east sliced ice!!

major crush

shazzy and her summer fling!

me and my major crush. cool names they have for their products. triple lawl

So then we slacked around orchard shazzy bought beef noodles at wisma food republic at 11 plus lol. cabbed back to her place. and had supper/dinner at 12 plus, the food is so yummy.played wii (my arms ache from the boxingT_T)for awhile after that then i retired and shaz continued flirting online=x.juz jking!<3

Finally i got the answer from the direct source. Its no surprise after all these, but never fails to cut a deeper wound. Its uncanny how after getting hooked on WoW all r/s serious or just almost-serious seem to be directly or indirectly related to that game. Sadly so far they all ended with shattered pieces thrown in every direction. It easy for you to just say lots of sorries and walk away, after all your not the one who is left with a gaping wound. Stuff like that are mentally and emotionally draining. Really fail to aquire the gambling luck, when life is full of gambles how can i not have that kinda luck! There are so many questions i still want to ask but since its came to this i guess there is no longer a point in asking.just at times i still wonder what went wrong?is there something wrong with me? After this roller coaster ride that leaves you sick in the stomach and the resevoir of tears, a respite from all these in the comforting ways of friendship, theres no wound that time cannot heal. This feeling seems like something in history yet so unfamiliar. If theres anyone to be blamed i have only myself to blame. All these have just became memories and some pictures that are still painful to look at. Leaving behind what could have been and trying to kick constant thoughts of you in the back of my head.