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Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 7:06 PM Extraordinarily Ordinary.
Sometimes I feel so effing ordinary. Like ordinary, no one takes notice kind of ordinary...just simply ordinary. Like an object in a PowerPoint slide, one click and I'm sent backwards fading into the background. Like anyone other then my group members would ever notice me in camp, events, parties let alone remember. I enjoy simplicity but this is plain and ordinary.like a painting that no one looks at or takes notice. significantly insignificant...
Noting down a few things that I heart: - I heart the midnight air - I heart strolling in California's cool weather - I heart strolling in Victoria's cool weather - I heart how the sky looks during twilight - I heart weathers that need you to wear a jacket but does not make you shiver when you don't wear one - I heart long, breezy walks on beautiful beaches, listening to the lapping waves - I heart seeing my cute little cousins running around happily in the playground with me looking after them - I heart the quiet, peaceful night - I heart romance books and movies with happy endings that make you feel warm and fuzzy in the heart making you wish you had your own once upon a time and happily ever after.
Something is missing, where is the hand for a girl to hold when strolling through perfect weather and at the beaches, where is the shoulder for a girl to lie on, where are the X's and the O's. Where is the arms that can cradle a girl to sleep with a smile of bliss on her face.but no, I'm not looking out for one cause I'm effing tired of wanting the person while the person doesn't want me, tired of noticing someone but failing to catch the person's eye. and I don't even know if I can even do commitment at all.Screw that.
Sigh people always think the grass is always greener everywhere else except where they are.
OMFG i think I just typed out emo-ded sentances.zzz-.- moving away from that. We had our last kayaking lesson today. Maybe i'll miss kayaking haha. Maybe just maybe. I dropped the kayak on my big toe bone, hurts like hell along with my butt bone that i accidently hit as well.ouch.I'm so lousy i needed someone to pull me back when we were out to further seas. And my arms ache and I think i still feel the motion of the waves even when I'm on land.My hands are burnt too..now my bod has unmatching shades all over=[
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 7:06 PM Extraordinarily Ordinary.
Sometimes I feel so effing ordinary. Like ordinary, no one takes notice kind of ordinary...just simply ordinary. Like an object in a PowerPoint slide, one click and I'm sent backwards fading into the background. Like anyone other then my group members would ever notice me in camp, events, parties let alone remember. I enjoy simplicity but this is plain and ordinary.like a painting that no one looks at or takes notice. significantly insignificant...
Noting down a few things that I heart: - I heart the midnight air - I heart strolling in California's cool weather - I heart strolling in Victoria's cool weather - I heart how the sky looks during twilight - I heart weathers that need you to wear a jacket but does not make you shiver when you don't wear one - I heart long, breezy walks on beautiful beaches, listening to the lapping waves - I heart seeing my cute little cousins running around happily in the playground with me looking after them - I heart the quiet, peaceful night - I heart romance books and movies with happy endings that make you feel warm and fuzzy in the heart making you wish you had your own once upon a time and happily ever after.
Something is missing, where is the hand for a girl to hold when strolling through perfect weather and at the beaches, where is the shoulder for a girl to lie on, where are the X's and the O's. Where is the arms that can cradle a girl to sleep with a smile of bliss on her face.but no, I'm not looking out for one cause I'm effing tired of wanting the person while the person doesn't want me, tired of noticing someone but failing to catch the person's eye. and I don't even know if I can even do commitment at all.Screw that.
Sigh people always think the grass is always greener everywhere else except where they are.
OMFG i think I just typed out emo-ded sentances.zzz-.- moving away from that. We had our last kayaking lesson today. Maybe i'll miss kayaking haha. Maybe just maybe. I dropped the kayak on my big toe bone, hurts like hell along with my butt bone that i accidently hit as well.ouch.I'm so lousy i needed someone to pull me back when we were out to further seas. And my arms ache and I think i still feel the motion of the waves even when I'm on land.My hands are burnt too..now my bod has unmatching shades all over=[
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,